thanks Dad for financial blessings various hongbaos & birthday blessings from a cousin that I didn't know cared so much to offer to loan us through the remaining years in university for $90 worth of FOSSIL gift cards and more importantly the heart behind a handmade gift that really made me feel valued and LOVED =) for the wiring between a smile and the heart for joy being a decision and not a reward to be earned by being pretty or talented or intelligent enough to deserve it for good memories and forgetfulness of bad ones for time and rightness to do certain things at certain times despite the schedule of the world and still have the promise of a good future as a gift and a challenge and your plan for me for a surprise gift that comes with age even one day more matters - wisdom! a good friend for tears that heal for pain that grows love for love that looks in for giving me courage to change