No Reserves, No Retreats, No Regrets

I like Pst Kenneth Hagin Jr for one fact that liberated me: no one on earth now, or past, or present (other than Jesus) cares for you more than you yourself does. Sometime, I gotta face up to the decisions I've made so far. Sure, step 1 of growing up: clean up after yourself. Step 2: take care of yourself But that's harder said than done. It's sobering to realize that all my decisions geared towards feeding my short-term desires (i want to sleep, i want to read, i want good food, i want to have fun, i want to live life now) have not always been beneficial. After 19 years of living, the past few months having to fend for myself financially & exercising more freedom in going where i want to, have all shown me one thing - i've little or close to nothing for which i am proud of. Yea - caring. Does it all boil down to making another person/yourself feel good, giving whatever it takes so a person's so-called need is satisfied or showing love only in a way that the oth

yea quite excited abt all these stuff coming up in the next few months 1. New house - moving by May 26th 2. POS - May 31st!!!!!!!!!!! O.O''' 3. Emerge - May 31st - Jun 2nd ^^ 4. Beloved cousins coming over! Mid-June & Mid-July! 5. Redang trip! Snorkeling! XD Jun 3rd - 7th WOO~ 6. SERMON ON THE MOUNT - it's exciting to be on the same page as the rest of the church. :'@ v touched :) are there words enough to express the me crying out for you sweep aside all other things i'm coming in pressing in i say i decide i persist that i want more i will receive more i will get my breakthrough the road sweeps wide in front of me my flesh despairs but my spirit leaps with joy that i still have a chance to do things right no matter the detours i still have time oh God take me beyond this flesh that experiences tiredness that is easily depressed that cannot love beyond things i understand i want to see - depth beyond the natural i want to hear - your voice of hope speaking

just wanna lie down and sleep

Here ache, there ache, everywhere ache! That's a summary of how going back for POS training after a 1.5 yr hiatus does to you! hahaha~ but no regrets - seeing people (jc2s!) sacrificing sleep, studies, family time n comfort to put together a performance to inspire other youths to get on fire, it's either you get it or you don't. Haha.. I remember again how tiring Emerge conference is, both before and during the whole event. BUT like wat many say, if you don't get involved physically, you can't get the most out of the conference spiritually. It's not too late guys! Thank God, that He's really blessed my family time - quality, not quantity. >< Last Sunday, we celebrated Mom's Day (get ahead of the crowd this week! hehe.. smart move eh.. Mom's idea, not mine!) at Changi Airport's Swensons. Woohoo... everyone was just leaving room for the ice cream la! Anyway, Swensons has really improved their menu so really, a RECOMMENDATION here for u guys r