this week was really maddeningly challenging.(!!!) i think everything just piled up so that my face was super long like papaya. HAHA... not so much the things that i've to do, but the stress that i associated with them.
anyway, this wk's sermons were v gd. during cg, jingxuan preached about going through trials and i feel, no matter how much we know, it always feels good to hear someone else talk about it and help put into words what we all feel. same with Pst Tan's message on ambivalence and procrastination - it's really when we see the link between these issues and how they affect our spiritual walk, our family life etc., that it becomes more than some self-help conference. it's the truth - and i really felt v convicted about what he said, abt
- decisiveness being the quality to bring about change.
- how the double-minded man is unstable in all his ways.
- how we shouldn't keep waiting for perfect conditions - God still uses us, or more accurately, He uses us all the more when we're broken & totally feel like a failure.
yeah. ;D going to Nianying's water baptism reminded me of my own baptism! I still rmb I was disappointed that there wasn't some earth-shaking breakthrough once I was baptised. But that about a week later, I was singing in the shower & suddenly felt this joy that "I'm baptised! I'm baptised!" a lot of new songs in service too! ;D
alright~ face the week ahead!
anyway, this wk's sermons were v gd. during cg, jingxuan preached about going through trials and i feel, no matter how much we know, it always feels good to hear someone else talk about it and help put into words what we all feel. same with Pst Tan's message on ambivalence and procrastination - it's really when we see the link between these issues and how they affect our spiritual walk, our family life etc., that it becomes more than some self-help conference. it's the truth - and i really felt v convicted about what he said, abt
- decisiveness being the quality to bring about change.
- how the double-minded man is unstable in all his ways.
- how we shouldn't keep waiting for perfect conditions - God still uses us, or more accurately, He uses us all the more when we're broken & totally feel like a failure.
yeah. ;D going to Nianying's water baptism reminded me of my own baptism! I still rmb I was disappointed that there wasn't some earth-shaking breakthrough once I was baptised. But that about a week later, I was singing in the shower & suddenly felt this joy that "I'm baptised! I'm baptised!" a lot of new songs in service too! ;D
alright~ face the week ahead!
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