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FIGHT

I'm glad there are tests after all... Tmr's one's on Cultural Mandate... & it's only in the midst of studying that I really realized... HOW MUCH I SLEEP IN CLASS! And it's Pastor Kong teaching for goodness' sakes! Greatttt... Half the time i'm trying to decipher my handwriting.. Haw haw

With regards to sleeping, really must try NOT to during lectures anymore! This sem, I'm like HUHHHHHH??? from the first slide to the middle... only when the lecturer switches to a new topic, is there any spark of hope for me! I'm SO going textbook shopping tmr... T.T

YAY! finishing Cultural Mandate... Still go Pst Joshua Hong's teachings on prayer &... Theology, & Sermon on the Mount... Wow.. Bible reading too!

BUT with SOT graduation in view,

I really sincerely want an attitude-change regarding my studies... I'm so truly envious of arts people and a PERSON (singular!) flying overseas to exchange trip & pursuing art! ;D But yeah, it's truly what we fear that holds the greatest potential for us to excel in! I'm quite amazed at how pessimistic I've become through the semesters, about my dream to push across the 'Green' message with balance and optimism.. I wanna be able to lend my expertise to create new technologies that can solve problems for countries like Africa, China & India. I wanna be able to go into animation & story-writing to educate children in this area (Like Hayao Miyazaki!).

I'm really praying to God (after every lecture) that He'll help me see this come to pass. ;)

GRRrrr... need to fight this.

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