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Realized that my time management is totally out of whack these holidays. It's as if my 'wants' haven't yet caught up with my duties,, so i always end up agreeing to go for things, but end up have to cancel.

Today for example. Felt really bad that couldn't go for store outing - though i really had no mood and i'd to rush here rush there. Prepared the dress and everything, but my mind would not let go of my family obligations. In the end, I spent some much needed time (though short) with cg members (Thanks La for the dresses! I felt v little-sister-loved =)) & home to help out at home, and just be there to support my parents. Hope that these days of clashing will end! Must pray for wisdom and start getting more organized!

Pls help pray for my grandpa. =) He's v old, and age and illness are just catching up with him. My aunt (and cousin!=)) is flying back from Canada - hmm.. i just want him to be able to live life free from his bitterness. that thank God he's saved, but i know there's more to life than what he's going through.

Pst Mike really been speaking into the sources of our problems. Makes me wanna live life more passionately, but more watchful also to not be a source of someone else's demons. WOW! Really wanna work towards the example he set - it's ok to love and show it like that, just to pray for someone cos he knows God is really using him to bring God's love to people!

Jiayou everyone! YOU CAN. That's something i learnt. Your life is yours - go to church, listen for yourself and allow faith to arise in you. God is talking to you! Holy Spirit will teach you how to live - you don't have to wait for people to pray and keep counseling and helping you all the time. When there's not enough ppl to go around, know that Holy Spirit is ALWAYS the first resort!

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