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Birthday

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THANKS
God: for lifting me up, sending words right in the season for me on my birthday. It's totally not a bout me, but about You and all the people you've placed in my life to help steer me in the right way. Hearing the exact words from Pastor that is the answer to my heart's questions, I just know that You're real and that I gotta take You more seriously. Here's to God for 20 years of unconditional love!

Jean: for not squishing me in the womb 20 years ago!
Ai & Jang: for sacrificially getting me a Zen Stone PLUS (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I still say 'OMG' when i pick it up!) & arranging THE PLOY and getting us to cg, helping me feel special even though the whole day was kinda packed n u guys were TIRED
JX: for praying a very discerning prayer over me
Mic: for her v loving birthday hug
Joseph: for being excited about my birthday & helping get a cake!
Cel & Nianying: for going to the trouble of buying presents that we'd like!!! Haha..
Sophie: for treating us Fish & Co.!!!!
LK, HY, Jasper, Dixon, Dom, YH: for the necklace & well-wishes & all the encouragement and help through the last yr ;D
All the friends who've wished me happy birthday via SMS! ;D lol... feel loved ya...

but think i can't wait for Ai's birthday! ;D lol... 20 somehow reminds me of the resolutions i made for this yr & how i gotta step it up & start being the kind of person I've always wanted to be (Nope Estella, NOT the 'surfer dude' LOL). Lol... already, my neighbour's impressionable little gal has called me 'kor kor' despite her maid's whispered explanation that I'm a GIRL! Plus my colleagues asking if I'm straight JUST BECAUSE of my hair LAH! T.T I cannot go anymore low gradient than this SERIOUSLY. When i was walking home, I was so affected that I walked into the shop by the MRT to look thru the skirts la! Boohoooooooooo.... I'm not sexually confused! ><

lol... can't wait, this wk's holiday wk.... gonna work hard, play hard, shop hard... yeah! ;D

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