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lol.. i pity my friends cos
(1) of the many birthdays at the start of the year (I sympathise)
(2) of the mutiple birth my mom made 20 years ago that causes them to struggle between the 'buy one let them share?' or *gasp 'buy 2(???)'
(3) I'd rather not post a specific list of wants & see what they get! Just to get the kick... heh... ;D just no picture frames and calenders and stuff ya... lol

just to give anyone who's thinking of getting a present (though a written card or just an sms would still make my year, truly!):

- books: doesn't have to be the expensive, thick-covered, looks like need a lot of brains to understand-kind... heh.. any books that u'd recommend and that is touching! ;D arty books i'd like too ;D
- graphic novels: lol... did some walking through kinokuniya
- cds (songs/movies): haha.. this one kinda touchy, like, if u're like Ai & Sheila & dun like my taste in this, meaning that you know the kind of stuff i'd love, then yea, go ahead.. HAHA.. just wanna save u guys some $$$ here ;D
- oh yay! one thing i would appreciate man LOTS - a laptop case. Like, one that can give me the illusion that my laptop weighs 1kg less! >< haha..
- oh ya..... like what La said that i find true, cash would be fine man... lol... REAL fine..



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